During awakening you are transforming and transmuting parts of your old self (the ego) and your true, new self (the soul). It is a whole purification process. A big release (closing) and an activation (opening).

The release asks you to say goodbye to all the patterns, coping mechanisms, shadows, triggers, wounds, trauma responses, limiting beliefs,… that live inside of you through conditioning, education, etc. Especially not feeling good enough and fear of rejection & abandonment.

It’s all a form of separation with ourselves (and others) and we break down this illusion to come into oneness (unconditional love & pure light), enlightenment and liberation.

We only can heal and let go what we dare to feel. We have to face it, go through the pain, grief and fears. It’s the hardest thing to do, but after every layer we shed, we wake up in a whole new world.

This is very scary and unknown. The ego doesn’t like this and tries to protect us (for example numbing what comes to the surface). But when you sit with it (surrendering to feeling), the light enters and takes you to a higher frequency.

It is a portal 🌟